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The Future16:11 Oct 12 2010
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So I have been sleeping and thinking and sleeping. I woke up at 0300 this morning and had to go for a walk to clear my head. I went to the local church where I usually sit and meditate in the graveyard, all was quiet apart from a couple of cats fighting somewhere in the distance. I sat on the bench and relaxed and thought of all the different journeys my life has taken. It's been a hell of a ride so far and I definitely don't want to get off.
I love this sleepy little town that I always call a village because everyone knows everyone’s business...I find this graveyard ever more welcoming the more time I spend here and it hasn't gone unnoticed for quiet a while chuckles!
Sometimes things are thrown together through life’s chaos and sometimes even when one thinks quite often things that should work, they just don't. I am scared I know that much and have pondered long and hard what the hell I am going to do. I guess I'm in one of those places at the moment where my actions hold no clarity in others eyes even my own....so I chose to come here again to sit and think accompanied only by the dead, listening to the whisperings of night.
Life truly does mesmerise as it flows by and visions and sensations of time long gone only frustrate and cause me pain. I block them with all my power when I feel them creep and slither into my conscious. I am for the future not the past, I am for the future not the past.
Yes I can see a future, now I hope that it sees me.
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BLOODLIFE
20:37 Oct 12 2010
I'm not sure if I like that everyone knew my business .... no place for a blood sucker!
Theban
08:52 Oct 13 2010
Lol where I live is full of them ^^
xxEmaeraldxx
12:45 Oct 17 2010
Damn! you are brave.. in a graveyard at 3am. Take some photos next time and see if there are any orbs. Jamie did that once years ago, and the graveyard was full of them!
Theban
15:26 Oct 17 2010
Why am I brave? There is nothing out there in the dark which can harm me.
Only the living ; )